Fighting My Thoughts I was gonna do the same thing. But deep-down something stopped me I knew it was wrong I knew that people would get hurt if did it I don't know what i was thinking Even tho i was so desperate i didn't But that girl who did it The girl who killed herself Reminded me of all the remorses i felt at that time Everything got back just like old times The dark hole in my heart was opened again I didn't know what to do I wanted to cry but i couldn't Cause then i should explain to everyone around me why I'm crying I needed to talk to someone i trust but nobody was there to listen I was all by myself But something in side me kept telling me: "No one , nothing is wort killing yourself for it . Your strong enough to fight for yourself"