Stuff I needed to rant about My wish is to write, write novels, but how can I when my friends all have much more talent than I, they can spell better,they use better grammar, their better at describing. They better at every thing, not just writing, fighting, drawing, singing, gaming, lying, the list goes on. I am eternally over shadowed by the people I am close to, I try not to think about it but some time it can't be helped. I am always pushed to the side when people see me with one of my friends, they talk to them and act like I'm just air and when ever I do something that people notice, generally about my experience with bullying what do I get? " you can always count me as a friend." this might be more helpful if you talked to me more than every six months. I know people are just trying to make me fell better but most of the people who do this have actually spread rumours about me and called me a gorilla. This wasn't meant to offend anyone, no disrespect but I need to get this off my chest and I am NOT saying this to get sympathy.