I'm Sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry I lock you out of my #life. I really can't help it. I don't want to hurt you, Or let you down again. I'm sorry I cry so much. I really can't help it. Things are hard, Even though it's going well. I'm sorry I'm not like other girls. I really can't help it. I don't have friends, No matter how nice I try to be. I'm sorry I hate myself. I really can't help it. All I see is flaws, when I look in the mirror. I'm sorry I'm depressed. I really can't help it. I don't know what this is, Or how it came into my head. I'm sorry I hurt myself. I really can't help it. It's the only way I cope, With the demons in my head. I'm sorry I killed myself I really couldn't help it But I'm no longer in pain. I'm away from it all now, But I wish someone would have saved me. This is a #poem I wrote when I found out I have #depression and I started harming myself. I did want to commit suicide a lot. But I never did, I still have #depression and I still harm but it's getting better.