She sits on a balcony quiet and still. She doesn't go outside much because she is so sick so ill. Sometimes she dreams of flying away, Instead of laying there and having to stay. She wants to run away from everything that keeps her alive. She can't go on she doesn't want to survive. As sickness eats her body away, And her very insides start to decay. She realizes what #life really is, As everything fades and turned to ashes.