One of my rambles, verses,, hope you like it ... .... Real Total Fear ..... I,m afraid of the snow, I,m afraid of letting go, I,m afraid of standing still I,m afraid of being ill, But the biggest fear is deep inside, When your brain takes over and there's no place to hide, A total intense feeling of doom, Complete foreboding and gloom, A sudden ergency to excape right now, Run away get out no matter how , Loosing control of your thought, Nothing in facts all out of sorts, Feeling dizzy and sick and going to pass out, Heart racing not knowing what it's all about, Trouble breathing and loosing control, Falling into a complete bottomless hole, Climbing #life's walls trying to get out And no body can hear you scream and shout, Where your crying for mercy and shedding a tear, Now my freinds that is real fear, Welcome to my daily struggle ... #poem