My #life As I sit back and let the world go by, It's only then that I realise, With no purpose for my #life, I ain't gonna win no prize, 18 years of feeling stigmatised, A long painful time there was a battle I fought, Choosing to inflict physical pain to rid of the emotional strain, It did nothing at all, nothing was gained, But I'm sinking lower and lower, As I lose my defences that can't be regained, Its making me weaker and weaker, I've not got long, Till I'll no longer be strong, Enough to fight a battle that I wish to be gone, But soon my will power to express this will go, Similar to when I cut my blood flow, I maybe here breathing and moving, But my heart has stopped reproducing, After the numerous times people tried to seduce it,
