What Have I Done Everyday I feel depressed sad and lost since the day i lost someone near to em I can't stand to be alone Or bad thoughts and #depression sets in I curl up and tighten my jaw and wish I could go back To start where things got bad I wish I could have said exactly how I felt I wish I could have held you and said what's wrong I wish I could have stopped the problem then and there Wish I didn't give up Wish I didn't leave We where both so stubborn in our own way Never being able admit who's wrong When in actuality you don't do that You agree and compromise together Relationships and words and actions truly mean something And when your younger you don't understand You where taken advantage of by someone I thought I called my friend and they left you the same night If I stayed that never would of happened And now I can never forgive myself I was your first truest real love And now I feel like I want to die Because your not there Not even sure what the fuck I was doing I can't live without you I can't move on Your programmed into my brain And #life is telling me your meant for me I can't go a day or place without thinking of you. Because we've been together for so long I'm broken and lost just like you Let me piece you back together And make you happy and whole again Because I'm the same