Regret I shouldn't have messaged you. It makes me sad because I know it's not ever going to be how it was but I still hope it will. I want to be happy because you seem to be but it still hurts so much and I don't know what to do. I wish I could ask you straight up but I think I'll always be afraid to. I saw it. What could have been. And damn I wanted it. I wanted it so bad but I can't have it now. And now it's gone forever. And that precious girl with your pretty eyes is gone too. I never met her but I miss her. I miss you too. But you're both gone and I never got to say goodbye.