Sister love I know I am supposed to love you and care when you are sick. Care that you are moving miles away and I will not see you everyday. I know I am supposed to say things to make you feel better and call when I hear that you are not well. I know al that but I don't do any of those things. I can not care eany more. When I needed you the most you were not around. When I did not want to talk to anyone you always wanted to know what was wrong. I can not tell you that I am ashamed to have you in my #life. I can not tell you al the things I want. I can not look you in the eyes and feel the love. I can not hugg you, kiss you, care about you the way I know I am supposed to. Why? Because you putt me through so much pain over the years that I lost count. I was there when you needed someone the most and yet you screwed me over like no one ever has done before. It hurts me to say that I have lost the ability to love you like I once did. If I will ever gett it back I don't know, but for now you are the last person I am happy to see when you come around. It's sad to say that I have lost the ability to love my own sister.