Solid Brick Wall When your heart gets broken the first thing you do is cry, then once you're done crying the hurt turns in to anger, you resent the person who broke your heart. You cut the off from your #life. Once you have began to heal, you meet someone new, someone unexpected. You know you like them, you know you want them, to let them in. To let them love you... But boom they hit a brick wall that you have spent many months building up to keep people out. I suppose then you have to make the conscious decision, do you let them in or do you push them away? Pushing them away always seems like the easier option but yet you still want them. Dilemma. What do I do? Make the decision to let them tear my wall down on the chance that they could possible hurt you, but they could also give you all the love you need in your #life. How do you know? How do you know what decision to make? I can't take anymore pain and hurt, I'm sick of people proving me right. When will I find the one person who can be patient with me. Be gentle and understand that I'm only one person who can't take it anymore.