Questions A lot of questions are left in my mind right now. How can I feel so low, after having high hopes just earlier before going home? How can it happen again, that that same person or people can make me feel lost with my purpose? How can some people tell me how selfish I am when all I ever thought about was having that chance to give back? Why can I feel much hurt when all I wanted was just to be happy? Why can I feel despair in an instant, just like that? Why do always have to cry silently and alone, when I see a lot of people around me? Why do I always choose that option? Or why am I always out of option? Why am I still feeling sad when I have tried so hard to find some happiness? Why do I still choose to live this #life when it is clear how empty my future will be? I know how lucky I am as compared to those that are abandoned, but why am I still feeling awful? Why can't just people understand each other as much as they should be? Why am I often hurt by the ones I deeply love? Sadness, why can't you just leave me alone? All I wanted was to feel that I mattered, to feel that I am doing good. Why can't I just do that? Why did I even bothered dreaming high about my future, when all I would have is this feeling of emptiness and uselessness to the people I call family? All I wanted was that chance to give back. I'm tired of feeling so alone, so lost.