I Am I can't sleep,I toss and turn,staring at the ceiling and walls, pills don't work anymore, crying #life's pain away, after a long day of being beat down, one blow to the head another to the gut, they don't get why I'm this way. Shrink after shrink after shrink and I feel as if I am going crazy,you pushed me into this no one else just you I am the perfect portrait of gothic because of you. Tighten the leash, I pull harder like a trapped dog wanting it's freedom. You can't cage me you can't tame me. The word I say is antisocial I say this because i prefer company of ghosts and not living human beings, I don't shy away from the sword I will brake its cold blade with melting rage from the pain caused by others. I am the taken, I am the taker, I am fallen yet I rose higher than the gods. I am the protector of all who have fell and who ever will fall.