Beat The Binge Part 2 Sorry about that, the app went weird and I couldn't write anymore. So that didn't work and I basically binged the whole holiday, save a few days I tried to eat only two meals. Lucky I didn't gain any weight by some miracle. Now I've been back about two weeks. I only have about 5lbs to my happy goal of 115lbs I'm 5,3 by the way. And I've tried everything, mainly the three straight meals diet but also IF. Now you may be asking yourself why I keep trying the three meals a day diet. Well the reason, I had so much success with it in the past and if I'd been able to adapt I probably wouldn't be here. But this time calories have ruined it, I constantly worry about how much I'm consuming and if I'll still lose. So as a result I have been binged two to three times a week. For example less than an hour ago I binged 1500 over maintenance. My wish for the future is to be able to just eat when I'm hungry and stop when I'm full. Not starve myself and then binge untill I feel ill. I just don't want to be obsessed with food anymore, to break free from my bonds. And yes I know it's pathetic to let food ruin my #life but I can't help it. I know also it's not uncommon for teenagers to go through this, So I've decided to document my feelings on here and if anyone could help me I would much appreciate it! Love Lucy xxx