You I hate it when I feel this way Tears running down my face I know your just trying to help But it's worse in my case It hurts to know that I can't change Because I truly want to I can't help the fact That I mess up everything I do I thought better of you But you've gone and changed my mind Making my disability just another antic You don't see me laughing Nor smiling with your words The only thing that come from me Is sadness and waterworks. It's not fair that I'm like this I didn't choose my fate But God made me this way And I am truly thankful But somedays I just wish he had been a little more careful Maybe if I had some thought I would be a perfect girl But that's not how the big man works It's more in a curios way He gives you a disability knowing that some day You will turn out great With all the hurt early You will be happy later on Or maybe he know that someday you will be needed For a bigger plans Or you could be chosen For something mighty grand Something that only you could do Then who would have the upper hand?