Accounts Wondering if Sir would let me combine my accounts. I'm finding it difficult to organise myself at the moment. Actually, quite a few things are jumbled up in my head right now. So that would help. And maybe change back in the future? When things are not so much of a struggle for me. Very irritable at this moment in time. Not hungry but I guess I should eat as nothing since 9 ish. Something healthy. I'll try. Miss you Sir. Thank you for helping me along. I hope you enjoy it as much as or more than me

1.15pm 30.3.13 Getting ratty. I have an awful memory and am struggling to focus my mind on sorting my C.V. out. Actually getting really angry. Breathe. I think it's the chemicals changing from the other day. I'll try again later. Don't want to get more rattled at the moment. And Sir, it's not to do with your absence, I quite like being made to wait. Well, when I have to! Your good girl. G x

10.22am 30.3.13 I wonder what Sir is up to. I am trying to write my C.V. from scratch. I am hoping Sir is enjoying his complete control. I feel a little lost but quite safe. I know you'll look after me. As much as I deserve..

Food 30.3.13 9am ish. Cup of tea and 5 biscuits.Two waffles. 11ish. Coffee. 2pm. Cheese roll with a few crisps and half a cucumber. Water.

A Mistake I originally thought that Sir had said I could play whenever I wanted. So this morning (30.3.13) at around half 8 I touched myself, only top half (not sure how graphic I can be), just light touching, bit of gentle pinching. So I apologise Sir. It won't happen again.