You Are Important. My mind is so, heavy. It feels like static. I can't think straight, I cant get my mind around it all. It's far too much for me to take in, its far too much for me to process. I don't what to know these things and I don't want to know I know them. I want to be able too shut everything out and forget. I just want everything to be back to the way it was before. I want you back to your old self I don't recognise you anymore. I cannot go on pretending anyone i'm going to explode soon. Why don't you hear what i'm saying? Why don't you take it in? Why do you shut me out? Like I don't matter, Like you don't care. I would do anything in my power to make you happy if I could, But you need to make big changes yourself. Its something that i cant do for you. I love you too much to see your hurting. Please do the right thing and make things better. Please. Your breaking my heart with everyday that goes by. Make things right. Make yourself happy! You are important and you need to remember that.