I Found You.... So I finally find you. After walking through hell. Never thought the type like you existed.... You were perfect for me. Every memory with you is perfect as can be. Everything was simple, natural and fun. I let you see my goofy side, and we always had fun. You took my nerves away. And you opened me up. I felt privileged too be with you. I didn't know how good it came. I didn't know that you could make me feel this way. I never thought I was this deserving too be with someone like you. You were soo cool, charming, sexy, magnetic, goofy, funny, fun, loyal, affectionate and loving. Mixed with the best personality and the sexiest most handsome face I have ever seen. You were all those things and attractive..and you liked me? Maybe I'm insecure or maybe I just loved you. Either way, I feel like I went thru hell too find you. But it was your time too go. Five months of loving you and here I still am. Crying at my bedside, begging for you touch my hand. I'm insane I swear. Maybe I am an idiot. Bc the way I felt with you I have never felt before. Nobody made me feel as good as you did. Nobody touched me the way you did. You opened me up. Taught me how too accept affection, to want too show it. I opened up, in a way I never have before. Every memory with you is one I adore. You weren't too clingy or the hopeless romantic type...a.k.a. (dork) you weren't a jerk, you had respect, you weren't a tool, you didn't use ppl, you weren't a total whore, you were cool as fuck from your head too your core. You had the perfect amount of mystery about you that always made want more. You were perfectly charming, and sexy too. You were goofy as fuck and loving too. You kept my interest, and held it at best. You always held me close at night and let me lay on your chest. Answered all my drunk phone calls..and all my silly texts. Drove 35 minutes out of your way, just too pick me up. Let me start your truck even when your friend was sitting there. You asked me instead without a moment too spare. Brought me around all your friends and still gave me attention. Held your lips close too mine no matter where we were. PDA all the time. And for once I didn't fucking care. Brought me home on time, and always kept in touch. The list could go on, but so far I think I've said enough. Wish I was your girl still, and wish you would have popped the question. Bc I would have been sitting here telling you a million times yes. That moment I will always dream of... Because I love you soo much.. You are tho only person my 22 year old self wants too be with. R.i.p. ❤️