To Chris My heart is filled with much love and pain. If loving you was wrong, then I'd be insane. You have no idea how much you are missed. You have no idea how much by you I want too be kissed. I don't want too think that we ever have too part. So forever and always I am keeping you in my heart. I wish I could know that you will always stay here. Too watch over me and dry all my tears. Because you meant the world too me. Because every time I looked at you my heart felt so free. Because every time you laughed, a smile appeared on my face. I loved everything about you..I loved your mind and I loved your voice. And I've learned now that loving you was a choice. You made me feel so special and so alive. When you kissed me on my forehead my heart would smile. And when you pulled me in close, my insides would go wild. I wish I could see you in my dreams, so every night we could share our laughs and beautiful memories. I wish I could kiss you again, pull you in close and let you hold my hand. And I wish you could help me out with your friend. Let me share what I did with you, only with your help and blessings too. I don't think I'll ever stop missing you