Him-Chapter 4 Today the class had gym. We played capture the flag. Me and Jay were on the same team and I was secretly happy about that. He looked like he wanted to ask me something-which I knew what it was. But he never asked. He made eye contact with me, but I don't know if he knew it was me who gave him the valentine. If he did, well I'll just cross my fingers and hope he doesn't tell everyone about it. That would be so embarrassing! I just at least wanted him to talk to me. I thought we had a lot in common. I knew what it was. He had too much pride. He acted so tough on the outside but on the inside, he was soft and sensitive. I secretly made it one of my goals to try to break his shell and let him open his sensitive side open to me. I can be trusted and I wanted him to know that. But I could never just walk up to someone and force them to trust or like me. They had to do it on their own. Hopefully he would!