I'm Scared Haven't you ever feel this way? The suffering inside you, horrified of what is around you. Doesn't know what the future will be like so you will be planing each step carefully. I'm getting tired of this, doing my best to keep my good grade. I got all these suffering inside me that I don't know when I'll unleash it. I really want to leave everything aside and just be gone from this suffering. The horrified I got every moment thinking that I can be dead any second. This horror is stuck there in my head knowing that I will die soon somewhat any moment in my #life. It gives me this horrible feeling about myself to plan the future correctly. To get good grades and so you'll get a better live in the future. I'm always wondering is this my thought or is it my mom's? Do I even have a good future to my future? It's fun to be alive but still it scary, horrified and suffering. I really want to cry and do what I want and leave this everything aside but thinking of my family I can't. Is my everything just to make my family happy? Is this what everyone have to go though when they're a kid? Can anyone give me an answer? I'm scared...