For You. How dare you?! How dare you leave me now, I can't believe you strung me along like I was just trash. Like my feelings meant nothing to you. You said you hated seeing me in pain You said you wanted me rid of scars.. Of anger and angst... You said you understood and you'd take care of me. Well fuck you, where are you now? You caused this pain and suffering, you caused the scars on my thighs, you caused the scars on my heart. You've destroyed me, ruined me, killed me. I can't look at a god damn thing without thinking about you. For example "look at that gravel... I remember when we climbed a mountain of gravel and screamed at the top of our lungs, cause we wanted to feel alive". It's that easy. You'll never leave my mind, You've tainted it... I'll never be able to forget you. Although you're so happy without me, I still cry myself to sleep. Because no human being should be able to discard years of memories and happiness like you have. No human being should be able to let go of someone they said meant the world to them. That's why it's hard for me. I'm sorry for being your best friend and I'm sorry for loving you.