2. Forgivness It's one thing to be able to forgive other people who may have made a mistake. It's another when you are in need of forgiving yourself... Blaming yourself for something you cant change hurts. Blaming yourself for everything that has happened and not being able to let go hurts even more. A girl i know blames herself for her state of mind. For her #depression and the way she acts towards people pushing them aways so they cant get too close. Pretending that she is ok and happy and always helping everyone else. She blames her self for not being there for her best friend as she was taking her last breaths. And she hates herself for the fact that no tears fall when she visits her grave. She knows that in order to move on she needs to forgive herself and let go. She blames herself for helping everyone else grieve the death while she held it in. She never had anyone there to help her grieve. Ands she blames her self for that. 2 years past and i'm still blaming myself. No one around me know that i suffer for #depression.... i know what it's like and the first step we must take is to forgive ourselves for those things we can not change.... But why is it so hard?