Never Forgotten Angry or sad? That's the question I ask, How do I feel? Am I up to the task? You can't see my view, only believe what you choose, You think I'm playing a game and that I want you to lose. It's not what you think you're completely wrong, These feelings build up and it's been too long. Mind goes in overdrive, hundreds of miles at a time, Walking round in a daze like a street perfomer mime, And all this frustration pours out me like a flood, No details spared, all gore and some blood! A written account of those thoughts in my head, Should I have spoken them aloud instead? My heart is so beaten, all broken and bruised, It still speaks your name even though you won't choose To follow your heart and just let me back in Instead of shutting me out and not hearing a thing On my mind all the time it's like my own little curse And not speaking with you or hearing your voice is just worse. But I know deep inside that you will read this piece And you know I'm thinking of you, well you should do at least. So though out of my sight you're still firmly on my mind Wish I had a remote so that I could seriously rewind. I wouldn't change a thing I'd just make it better, And write you one of those beautiful love letters So my words can be etched firmly in your brain, Even though you're gone, my heart still feels the same. So I'm not blocking it out and I'm not giving up hope, I'm gonna keep on going and let out a long rope. One day I will show and prove it to you, This love is for real, that much is true. Xxx