1899-12-30 00:370 I stayed up all night with you Listened to the words flowing out from your mouth Turning into the most soothing sounds that entered my ears Things I wish I'd never heard I kept my secrets hidden Buried them like stupid memories from my youth So deep that I had to hold back the salty tears Swallowing the lump in my throat You tasted my lips that night But you couldn't look into my sad eyes Slurred your words, said you felt needy Put your hands in places they weren't supposed to be It took all of me to push you away from me You never said sorry, Just left that night. Called her up again, Left me in my own company Southern California eyes that'll never be mine Told myself lies to drown out the pain And I've never been the same
