Fantasy I'm living in a fantasy? No I'm living in a dream? Why can't I just be living for me: and him. Living for us instead of them. I love them deep. I try to do what's best for them. No I'm doing what's best for me. It's wrong. Is this what they need? Or what I need? Could it be both? Is there a way to forget? Make regret go away? Could I stay and be me? No I have to leave. Is my dream a reality? Will it all fade? Does he love me like he says? Are they right with all they say? Can i go on without? Can I make it through each night? If my reality is fantasy? If this really is dream.... What would become of me?