On The Way To Finding Me! I feel like such a shitty person! I know I've done mistakes and actions do speak louder than words....sadly I did no actions...! I feel like ever since I was a kid there was THAT girl in the movie that I wanted to be just like...the one that was simple,down to earth and had 1 or 2 friends! One who was honest and kind and seemed so special! I felt like I had to he just like her in high school! Then came my turn when I entered secondary and I made more then 2 friends in the running and got a little known...but I felt wrong I guess...cause for some reason I think that if you know lots f people and they know you...that you're just like everyone else, accepted, ordinary, part of the mob...See I thought that girl in the movie was not accepted by the majority because she was different and what I want the most IS to be different! I guess I feel guilty in a way? Am I in the right place? With the right people? The girl in the movie never did anything mean to anyone she was always the sweetest. I can't say so for myself...why? I know what's wrong and I know what's right! So why? I'm sorry...I'm sorry I lack in guts...I'm sorry I'm a shitty person...I'm also sorry to myself cause yes being different is important but being yourself is sacred! We all wanna be different, that's what makes us all the same? Fuck you. Sorry if there's about 50 different thought in about 289 words!