Why? Why hard decisions? They are always there. Always pecking at you. But why? They confuse me. Make me not know what I want to do. Do I want to do this? Or do I want to do that? I don't even know anymore. The truth is, I thought I knew. I thought I knew what I wanted to do. But, not anymore. Why? It's just so confusing. I'm lost. Drowning in a deep blue ocean full of choices. Which one do I choose? There are so many choices, so many reasons and things to do. But what to decide? What should I decide? Which one is right for me? Which one is wrong? I have my reasons for Both and what I want, but my parents don't understand. I try to explain but they don't seem to understand. Why? They want one thing, and well...... I want another.
