Unhappy. Sometime I wonder if I will ever actually be okay. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever learn to love myself. I could take all the selfies I want but I'll never feel satisfied. I could manage to lose weight but that wouldn't change the perspective I have on myself. I get over 100 likes on instagram but that wouldn't help me realize anything. I wonder if I will ever learn to love myself. Because its getting harder to look at myself and it's getting harder to feel okay. When I look at myself I really cannot stand it. I hate seeing the scars on my leg even though I'm the one who carved FAT in my leg with a razor blade. I hate that I hate myself. So sometimes I wonder if I will ever love myself.