Rant Your words sting me, it feels like a part of me was just ripped off. The searing pain in my eyes, I did my best to hold back my tears. I had so much to say but I was too scared to say it. You blamed our problems on me when I was at not much of a fault as you. In fact it was not my fault at all, it was my mother yet because you let your temper get the best of you, you ended up being blind and hurting me. It's not like it's a first. It's because Of you that I was suicidal in the first place, yet you tell me you don't want me to get hurt. Bull shit. You are oblivious to how your actions affect me. Truth hurts. I'm tired of it, I know your having a rough time but don't take it out on me. Your slowly losing you family to cancer, I know that that's hard and how much it hurts but don't be blind to the people who are still here. Don't dwindle in the past when there's no point. Pay attention. I already have other things to deal with, I don't need this unless I've actually done wrong.