This Isn't A #poem I've been crying for ages. He's not listening to me, I've called and called but he won't talk to me. I asked for anything , just a sign that he was there for me... But he's just ignored me and now I think he's abandoned me. I know I'm lucky and stuff to have what I have, but I just wish it was different. Why do I think I'll get anywhere in #life? Why do I think about kids and a husband when I know that I'm not getting married-not because I don't want to but because of my actual self. I just hate this so much. * idec what anyone will say. This is how I feel and for some reason I thought it would make me feel better but it hasn't . I still feel exactly the same and it sucks.