Journey to Free A clear soul. pure and undefined growing and soaking in the ideas and scenes of the world around her she suffers an unimaginable pain She soaks it in as her own and then of the ones around her She becomes someone else, Everyone else And it almost kills her With a clouded knowledge of her ability she suffers for many years, not understanding it She wants to leave this earth and everything in it except one The child that loves her more than she loves herself Stuck between pain and love, the desire to leave and the need to stay Pushing and driving on through confusion, she becomes insane yet held together by her own strength the only natural gift that kept her alive The prison she slept in a fetal position tears pouring from her eyes held her tighter every cold winter until it ran into Spring and almost into Summer Something changed when she realized that all she had left was her ability to feel everyone else That those feelings did not make up who SHE was They weren't hers and she could give them away As they left her, she became a clear soul once again Pure but very defined. Suffering only the remnants of what a stubbed toe would feel like when the pain begins to dissipate. Physical pain that is a scar from her #life and a reminder of what was Opening her eyes, she sees all the good in herself and what is around her the love in her daughters eyes and the love in her heart for this child The sun shines and the animals look at her with need No more weight and confusion She is free and wise, stronger than before, and willing to feel the sadness and let it go Everything is new, fresh and she is so happy to be alive Eyes wide open and heart full of good She can give this good forever and live a well earned, pure, defined #life.