Tears Looking at my window, I found myself crying today. It felt like all these feelings I had been holding up for days were finally coming out. These bad events that had been happening lately I had called decoy so they wouldn't shatter my faith. I felt these emotions bursting out like my body couldn't hold them anymore. These migraines in my head were coming back like someone was trying to cease my head open, slice it in two. Finally I couldn't hold these tears from coming down my eyes any longer. They felt silently down my cheeks, while I was lost in my thoughts. Yet at that same moment something strange happened. Instead of the feeling of emptiness I usually get after I've wetted my pillow for a whole night, I felt something different. Something new.... I felt liberated. Like it was ok to let your tears flow sometimes. I didn't to keep holding them in, like I usually do. Try to hide in a secret place to cry because I was ashamed and embarrassed that anyone would see my weakness. I felt like it was ok to let out weakness show. Weakness is part of us and we should embrace it as much we embrace our strength. Matter fact, this wasn't weakness at all looking at the amount of strength that it took for me to let that show. It was pure strength hidden inside of me.