Different I was a fool to thank you we're different. I fail into a black pit. I was alway there for you. Now where the hell are you. You leave ween it gets to hare for you. You said we'ed be close always. But you lied but so did I. My secrets I keep not letting you in. I bailed walls up to keep you out but you come in. And it all comes crashing in. After 18 years of building them. Keeping all of the Hurt and pain out. The walls have given in. Now I feel it all and can't get away. And you leave me for dead. But know more I will move on and it will be today.