The Passed If you know what makes you crazy would you still do it? What if you can change it but you miss out on all the good would you do it? To go back right before it all goes bad to stop and take a minute before you have to give it all up before you can't remember the last time your where happy! Have you ever wanted something so bad you would rather die then go one more day without it! To be a prisoner in your on mind,heart ever where you look you can't get way form it! But we can't go back we can't undo the wrong that was done to us so we move on but we don't know how! They say its going to get easier but I don't thank it is! I'm stuck in the passed and can't move forward.

They Say They say you can't but you have Something to Prayer not to them but to yourself you can do whatever you want to do with your #life don't let Others Decide your fate. They will Talk and Try to Make you fall but to get up and keep going is what you need too do!

One day we will be together! But today is not that day! If I Could say one thang it would be I love you! The bond between us can't be broken! It's hard when you miss someone So much and you can't do anything about it. Because having the space between the two of you is the only way to make things right!

The Difference The difference you have made in my #life has been amazing and I would not trade it for the world. From the first day I met you I now it was the start of something grate. As time went on I let you in after 15 years of suiting people out I let you in but it was not a easy process. It took a lot for me to trust you and I'm I so glad I did. I wish she had not taken you from me because as I set here tripping this its making me miss you more and more. It is like you are gone well you might as well be. Because you have give up on me. But I can't blame you I have bone some crazy stuff and I can't go back and fixe it. Even If you never read this I want you to know how much I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AND I WILL ALWSE LOVE YOU but I thank it is time for me to move on because I have gone crazy over losing you and the bets way for me to come back is to act like I never now you! And I wish it was not this way but it is! I hope you can under stand. I would not have had So many grate memories if it was not for you. Love you Kimberly Hawthorne!!!!!!

Different I was a fool to thank you we're different. I fail into a black pit. I was alway there for you. Now where the hell are you. You leave ween it gets to hare for you. You said we'ed be close always. But you lied but so did I. My secrets I keep not letting you in. I bailed walls up to keep you out but you come in. And it all comes crashing in. After 18 years of building them. Keeping all of the Hurt and pain out. The walls have given in. Now I feel it all and can't get away. And you leave me for dead. But know more I will move on and it will be today.