I'm Sick I wish to just lay And look up at my past Maybe that reflection will by my last Who am I joking? No matter the pills I pop The slits I cut Or the #poems I write My past will stay be on my shoulders The jokes of a angel on one shoulder And the demon on the other Is just a bunch of shit I got two demons, No Angels in sight Got misery on my left Regret on my right But they will never leave me I wanna serve my country But weight and strength Is against me I wanna be the real super hero Those 365s my daddy did It's my turn to take the year Year of being shot at Blown up Yelled at I'm sick And no pills are gonna help me out.