And I don't... I don't want to be helpless I don't want to die from inside I don't want to fake my feelings And I don't want to be alone But I will be alone, if I don't fake my feelings If I fake my feelings, I will die from inside But if I don't I'll be dead from the outside, too And whatever I do, I'll be helpless like a kid, I won't understand things, and I don't want to cause you any trouble but would you, perhaps, one day, hold out that hand to me