Lose My Mind I just look around Nothing but darkness and little sounds I slowly start to close my eyes While all of my energy dies I start thinking about myself and all the things I've done Innocence and happiness is all gone Guilt and sadness has just only begun I never really thought I'd be that one Who has it bad and there is no good Runaway and hide,I never think I should I just lie down on my big bed While the tears start to shed I really wish I could just rewind time I wish it was easy to erase these secrets of mine I may not be able to change so fast And I may not be able to change the past But I'll be able to fix my own future From the hurt and all the torture To help myself,I have to take a step farther or I'll just be behind I know I have to before my mixed emotions make me lose my mind