I want emotion Painful and true I want to feel something Just let it through We aren't all the same I would know They say I've got problems That's how it always goes Anxiety, #depression Anorexia too Tell me my reasons are wrong But they have no clue The scars are mine Every last one They all have meaning It wasn't for fun I lost the power To feel the world I lost the power To be a teenage girl I guess things will fix it Make me feel alive Help me give a shit Feel something inside All I ever wanted Was to feel For someone to know That I am real Scars fade And pounds regain Panic is controllable But memories are always the same