Sad Trip okay, on may 2nd my class and I went on a school trip to the Museum of Natural History. We were put into groups and none of my friends were in my group, sadly. The people who were in my group, were mostly popular boys and 3 girls who only talked to each other and no one else. Okay, we took the train down to 81st street. My friends were listening to music and so was i. when we got there, my friends left me , running off to the back of the line. It hurt that they actually wanted to get away from me. Anyways we were in the area of the animals of the North Pole and ocean. the area was H U G E. everyone went off in their own directions, leaving me to wonder alone. no one asked me to tag along, and when I tried to, they legit ran away. I wanted to curl up in a ball and cry. I was going to look at this ocotpus, and my two teachers were there and my science teacher smiled at me, but I couldn't smile. I waved a bit, and he said "this place is huge, I can't find anyone!" "I know." I said "why are you alone?" he asked. "everybody left me." I said, with tears in my eyes. "why?" He asked, he looked generally concerned, and I blinked th tears away, and waved him off. My other teacher said, "look at those sea lions! they're massive!" "yeah, I have a picture of them." I said , showing her my phone. they soon left and then I met up with them again at where the walrus was and my teacher said "look at those teeth!" I laughed a bit, and I said "yeah they're really big" I left befor they could ask why I'm alone. - later on we were looking at rocks, plate techonics and so on. I was looking at this rock (bc bored) and this guy David said "Hi Yasmin!" I looked at him wide-eyed and said "hi David" really quietly. he was one of the popular guys. I turned away and I swore I heard him mumble "i feel so bad, she's been alone all day." I ran off to another side of the area and sat down, trying to relax. after that, we went to look at African Animals, and people were EVERYWHERE, I was walking around alone, and the populars were whispering "she's a loner." bitch I know I'm a loner. I thought. they're so rude. I bumped into my friends and smiled, but they turned away. my heart crumbled and I walked away. I was taking pictures of everything interesting and I was the only one alone. - After that we went to lunch, and we are outside, and I ate alone. I saved a seat for my friend, but she walked right passed me. my heart broke. I ate quietly and quickly. on the train ride home, I was with my science teacher, bc my friends avoided me. this is an example of my sad #life. everyone hates me. no one cares and for you bitches who judge, I didn't write this for fucking pity. I wrote it to rant , ok? if you think otherwise, fuck off, no one asked for your opinion. you can come at me sayin "oh you're such a loner, twat, bitch, etc." but guess what? I don't give a fuck. come at me and say it to my mother fuckin face, bro. i'd rather be alone, and independent, than a follower and someone who cant make a decision for themself. bye