Me I'm fifteen. Torn. Between love and hate, #life and death. I hate myself. I hate my scars and cuts. I hate the parties I go to. I hate the guys.... They hate me. I love my cat, hadee. Hadee is dead. I should be too. My mom and dad died in a car crash. I'm an only child. I'm addicted to drugs. Alcohol. I go to underground bars. I drink illegally, make bad decisions, I need a friend, I need Hope.