My thoughts and desires There is a sadness in my heart A sadness capable of killing capable of blocking my mind Making you feel alone. Why is it there? The happiness wants to crawl of of me But it's stuck in the giant maze of my brain My heart feels dead, hopeless. Feeling alone, like no one understands you feeling ignored sometimes by the ones you love the most. God, only you have the answer. Help me find it. I want to feel alive, full, happy. I want to be as cheerful as a child. Keep reminding me that you love me. Without it I wouldn't even be here. So tell me. What's in my mind? I can never figure out. I'm in a maze where I can't find the exit. Guide me through the exit. Make the happiness crawl out of me I need you. I can't live without you. Please help me.