Dead I scream as my face hits the bed He pulls in and out of me I'm scared I don't know what to do I can't move his body penetrates me. I know if I scream he'll kill me and it doesn't sound like a bad idea I've always wanted to die since the day I was five when I realized I was different from all the other children I was special is what they said even now hitting the bed I know I'm special but I would be better off dead