Suicide Note #2 From the day I was born You set me off to wonder alone I was so young and naïve Even though I tried, there was nothing I could achieve You said that I was worth nothing and useless You didn't care that I was small and clueless Now I'm all grown up and still locked in a cage Waiting and hoping that someday it will change That one day I will se the light of love and care I guess it's still far, because I can't see when or where When or where this pain is going to fade So until then I will hide under my shade A shade of loneliness and sorrow Praying to survive till the day we call tomorrow That day when I can replace my frown with a smile. But it feels so far and I can only wait until this while This day the pain has gotten so much worse It reached the limit I can no longer indorse The pain has gotten so immense It increased so much instead of getting less The pain has gotten so deep and profound The only way to its end, is to stab my heart and lie on the ground.