Me And My Self Sometimes I ask myself do I actually need to grow old. this world says if u wanna get something grow up and be bold. My perception of this world was never preconcieved. then again bringing an open mind to the table was not very well recieved. like a spider i tried to mend my webs again. but question i ask for how long will i be able to tamed my monstersous rage. This world is changing too fast for me to cope up. or I am going delibretaly too slow to avoid more fuck ups. I tell myself to be fearless and just go for it. but i know damm well that i need to step on people to do it. I guess thats the whole idea of nature. but i feel i still can find a way to mend this structure. So i do think I still need to grow up and face facts. by my #life is my #life and i will make my own facts
