Day 4, Why Am I Even Friends With You Seriously every day it's something new, like making me feel guilty about not being there for her, seriously though, who is there for me. Like how can everyone expect me to be so fucking strong for them, when know one can put aside there hell #life to be there for me. Like its to the point that when she told me she's clinically depressed I just want to smack her and tell her to grow the fuck up, look around we are all fucking clinically depressed, every single one of us, we just aren't all dramatic about it like you are. I met up with my ex because know one is there for me. Seriously dude, get the fuck over yourself. I'm so done with this, so done, I never understood what getting treated like crap was until this, she doesn't even care that in breaking down everything is about her all the time, why do you think I'm writing this stupid thing, to get all my venting out. Sorry for my rant I just want to scream from the top of my lungs. Fucking retarded. Upside met up with an old friend tonight, was fun yay Until next time Jodie xoxoxo