No More Test May the river flow backwards the current against the wind I paddle forever staying in one place I keep going trying my hardest Heart beating its fastest Disappearing beneath the surface I'm faced with the fear of dying But instead I feel relieved and warm, truth finally surfacing I see my grandmother with all her health and love, the wrinkles in her almond eyes perfection flowing as the river does Ashes to ashes Dust to dust Memories, trials, love and lust All the kings horses And all the kings men All proven unworthy to save me from drowning Care for a darling as she is laid to rest for she is much happier There are no more tests