Stuck I look as though I don't care. Deep down I am bloody scared. There's a wall only I can feel. Inside my head but you can't see. I have to be strong for everyone. I can't show that there's something wrong. I'm seeing everything in low lights. But I have to look like I'm shining bright. I have to keep everyone happy. I don't know how to look after me. I can't smash the wall down. Believe me I've tried. I've tried to make a lot of sound. Nobody can hear it. I've tried to run far away. Someone always catches me. I don't think I want to stay. Someone locks the door. I want to run away where nobody knows me. I don't want any help even if I'm wrong. A place where the people are happy and free. And there are no troubles. Everyone gets along.