Hey Heart: Hey, I love you. I do, I love you, and I can't do anything about it except tell you. I don't know what you'll think, or do, or say... I just think I should really come clean about how I feel, cause I never really tell anyone and just end up pushing them away. I don't know exactly what it is I'm feeling, but I do know I really care for you and I don't want to lose you. And it would be so amazing to actually meet you one day, hug you and just really talk, even if it's awkward or weird or whatever; I'll cherish each moment because nothing better could happen to me right now. I really want you, but there is no way we could ever be. I don't think we will ever even meet and I don't understand, I don't know what. The only thing between us is reality, and it really hurts sometimes. I don't really care about out differences, about what you're into: I just need some kind of relief from this monotony; I need to get away for a moment, if only I could just be someone else for a day. Or be with you for just a day and see what happens. Mind: I need to feel something, and I need to attach my emotion to something, or in this case, someone. I'm seeking fulfillment in the fleeting. Heart: But it would be the first time I just broke away and did something that made me happy on my standards, not what others think will make me happy, not what will make others happy, but what I believe will make me happy. Even if I end up being wrong, even if it resembles the young and reckless behaviours and is the stupidest thing I'll ever do. I won't regret it, because I'll know it's what I really wanted. I'll know that I did it for myself and not for anyone else, not because anyone told me to or influenced me into it. And it will be the best moment of my #life. "Seize the day!" they say. I will not only seize the day; I will make it mine in every way, and no one will take that away from me. I will open myself up to every possibility. I am ready. DEEP BREATH. Sigh. Me: I love you, but I will never tell you, because my mind is right, this will never go anywhere. I've indulged my heart's whims for too long. Well not anymore; by my foolishness I have broken it and I see no way to fix it. The future holds nothing now. Goodbye, my love. I wish you all the happiness I will never have. I have given you everything my heart was capable of and now I can give nothing more. Farewell, my love.