Don't Love Me. Pt 2 So now what to do my best friend tells me she is gay for me. I don't know how to respond I mean she was my best friend and I wasn't gonna change just because she told me this but what do I say? "Are u sure" I'm so dumb are you sure ? What kind of question was that yes she was sure you don't go around saying you have gay crushes when I don't gosh. And of course her response was yes in sure then She asked me if I thought of her differently. How could I look at her differently she was my best friend but in other words how could I not. "No your still my best friend and as long as your happy" Ok she said her voice trembled she was upset ad scared I just new it. Shortly after we hung up from our convo. I sat there in my room thinking about her and how long she had felt this way and how she felt about it what did she think I thought about it. It hurt me that she was scared her poor eyes must be crying and her beautiful brown eyes would be irritate but her long silky auburn locks could cover that and and Omg I can't have crush ! Holly stop !