Suicide Note You said you loved me I was so small when you were holding me on your knee But now it seems like you've let go Because you changed and that's for sure You were always so delicate and protective But now your violent from every prospective You always shout and you always beat Your too strong for me to defeat I've always wondered what I have done Because even without reason Mercy you had none So this is where it has come Because my patience with you is done I could only tolerate it until tonight The choice I made could not be right But it's the only way I could be satisfied Because I tried.....and I tried But still there was no use So again....I lose I thought about my coming future But it's too far and I can't handle waiting in this torture I bet you won't cry Well if you do I know it's a lie Well these are the last words ill say before I die You once said you loved me And if its really true Than I just want to let you know That I do too.